i miss watching “happy tree friends” with you
i’m at this end of the world, you’re at another –
imagine how the thousands of miles become nothing but
laughter
7lc, 29june2005
my writings and other illusions
is it in the silently moving lips of your dearest ones, or in the deafening laughter of strangers? when they are running away from you as you are leaving them?
i miss watching “happy tree friends” with you
i’m at this end of the world, you’re at another –
imagine how the thousands of miles become nothing but
laughter
7lc, 29june2005
“di sini matahari bisa dinikmati,” katamu sambil menyeruput eiskaffee dari gelas tinggi.
ya,
kataku dalam hati. sambil mencoba menemukan bola matamu di balik lensa
hitam pekat, hari meleleh bersama es krim yang baur dengan
kopi.
di sini,
aku pelan-pelan mati.
15juni2006, dari frankfurt ke groningen

garis/tangan/garis/garis
aku/garis/garis/tangan/dengan/beling/beling/kaca
garis/garis/tangan/kau/kenapa
selalu/minta/kugaris/garis
gariskan/garis/garis
pada/tangan/tangan/lain
tapi/terus/tangan/garis/garis/tangan
tanganku/tak/mau/tangan/lain
garis/garis/tangan
sungguh/garis/garis/keterlaluan
dan/beling/beling/kaca/terus/garis/garis/nasib
ke/ter/la/lu/an
—24desember2003
“i may live life the hard way – but that’s exactly why i’m living it to the fullest.”
when i feel most at home,
i know i don’t belong
7lc, 29 may 2005
kamu cuma rentetan kata—
manikmanik pada seutas tali
melingkar manis di leher
manis
juga mencekik
7lc, 29 mei 2005